kenapa diriku selalu tetap merasa sendiri & sepi walau berada didalam keramaian??
mereka pergi dan menghilang……. (shit!)
mlm.. tadinya gw ga bgtu prcy ama pepatah “kuno” yg mnytkn bhw: “tak ada teman yg abadi” tp stlh gw skrg mrskn, gw br prcy 666%.
dulu swkt gw krj dan lmyn “ada” bgtu byk temen2 yg mnjdi dekat & kedekatan itu membuat hdp gw da warna.. malah penghormatan gw melebihi gw menghormati diri gw sendiri! apapun akn gw lakuin demi mereka…. (asl mrk puas!)
tapi skrg setelah gw terpuruk & terseok-seok untk sekedar mempertahan keeksistensian gw sbgai manusia aja , ga ada satupun dari mrk yg dtg…. (Wooii…!!! kmn & dmn kalian!!!) mana persaudaraan yg dulu sering kalian kobarkan?? mana??? everything BULLSHIT!
(dahlah… capek2 gw mengingat mrk… blm tntu mrk mengingat gw…)
kematian adalah: ……..
Kematian adalah: wasiat yang diam.
tak ada satupun yang sanggup mempertahankan
apabila Tuhan Sang Maha Kuasa menginginkan,
yang ada cuma senyap dalam keramain pelayat, taburan do’a dan siraman simpati..
setelah itu kembali sunyi mencekam! larut dalam keabadian
langkah yang tetap menjadi MISTERY..????!
tribute to my best brother
ass… ga tw mulai dri mn gw hrs nulis ini. yg jelas berkat sodara gw (sepupu tptnya) gw bs “rada” knl com, blog ini slh stny.. (lmyn.. drpd lumanyun! 
) buat t4 penyaluran lamunan gw, benak hitam gw, keprotesan! gw pd hdp, obsesi gw yg telah mati, etc…..
kmbli k soal sepupu gw, iwin nmnya no hp nya 08138337 (eh, jgn ding! ntar lo mw jg lgi jd sodaranya, hehe….) pokoke gw tramat angkat jempol ama dy, coz dy yg membuat gw msh brthn dsni! (d rantau ini!) byk bgt sbnrny yg pengen gw tulis tntg dy, tp ga mngkin krn bkl panas com ini kl gw tulis smua… (saking bnykny) dri hati gw trdlm.. gw sgt bersyukur & bangga jdi sodarany (jngn iri!) n gw yakin hanya 4JJ1 Swt sj yg bs mmbls smua kbaikan & keikhlasan dy, Amin……. doa gw smg dy sll berbhgia hdp bersm istri (yg trmt brbkti), dan jagoan2 cilikny, (berilah mrk kmkmrn y Rabb… Amin…. 1000x) thanks a lot bro… (you know how you are.. n you know how Iam.. without you iam nothing!) salute 2 u bro…
NB: info: walpaper / dasbor blog gw ini pure editan / buatan sodara gw itu (w1r0)
pokoke gw bangggggget!
Miasma
Lagu ini puncak histerya gua sampai gua masturbasi!
dan yang paling gila, gua sampe nipu emak gua buat beli tiket. Bruakakakakakaq
:: The Black Dahlia Murder ::
Miasma
In between, we insidious vapor shall teem
looming so loathesome!
And it seems to me like I’m dead inside
Bloated corpse, propped out of tradition!
I can never recall what it was I had ever to strive for
As a youth,
was it just to exist, autonomously?
No we don’t wanna work
We just wanna fuck,
Swallow pills and forget our curses!
No we don’t need pigs like you!
We’ll follow the laws of our emptying veins.
In this world of nothing for me.
I’d be sooner destroyed.
Vampire youth! Raise your cups to the ne’er waning moon,
let its visage ring true!
To the hearts cold and blue,
we’re dying each moment.. FREE!
we’re all animals here
Flesh and Blood! Bone and Dream!
We’re just impulses here.
Another piece of shit in the storm!
JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF SHIT!
SHIT!
From the smelling of things it appears this shit has come to a boil.
The night-time we shall rule as our own!
While the hollow shall sleep,
we shall bark at the moon.
In this world of nothing for me!
I’d be sooner destroyed!
In this world there is nothing for us but the sound (but the sound)
We’ll never sleep
Vampire youth! Raise your cups to the ne’er waning moon,
let its visage ring true!
To the hearts cold and blue,
we’re dying each moment…..
We’ll never sleep again!
We’ll be going fucking mad!
Sin and Hell is all we will ever know!
Just another piece of shit!
FOREVER AND ONE
:: HELLOWEEN :: FOREVER AND ONE from The Time Of The Oath --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ini lagu melow kesukaan gua --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What can I do? Will I be getting through? Now that I must try to leave it all behind Did you see what you have done to me? Too hard to justify Slowly its passing by Forever and one - I will miss you However I kiss you yet again Way down in neverland So hard I was trying Tomorrow Ill still be crying How could you hide your lies, your lies Here I am seeing you once again My minds so far away My brain so close to stay Too proud to fight Im walking back into light Will I ever find someone to believe?
